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Eyeglass
04:27
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I've lost this war
I've gone too far
I've lost it all
Come take the fall with me
Can't you see it's killing me
I don't want to stop
Until the well's dry and I'm dead
Blood drained from my head
I see their shadows in my eyes
They're fucking grinning and smiling
Standing and waiting for me to die
They want to take me away
I don't want to die
Fuck all of you, I don't want to die
Fuck off, I don't want to die
Fuck all of you
Fuck off, I don't want to die
And the devil waits inside of me
Waiting to come out
The four horsemen will beckon the serpent inside
Breaking apart shards of glass and sticking them in my eyes
You can't see what you can't feel
And thus I push further into the shards
Oh fuck it fucking hurts
I don't want to die
Fuck off, it's not my time
I've lost this war
I've gone too far
I've lost it all
Come take the fall with me
Can't you see it's killing me
I don't want to stop
Until the well's dry and I'm dead
Blood drained from my head
I don't want to die
Fuck all of you, I don't want to die
Fuck off, I don't want to die
Fuck all of you
Fuck off, I don't want to die
And the devil waits inside of me
Waiting to come out
The four horsemen will beckon the serpent inside
Breaking apart shards of glass and sticking them in my eyes
You can't see what you can't feel
And thus I push further into the shards
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I pour currently a shot of seething
Loaded into the revolving chamber
Taken alive
So that you know it'll be alright when you arrive
Taken alive
Fear in my eyes
Bleeding so slight
Fear in my eyes
I see the shadows in the alleyways
I want to give them piece of mind
I pour currently a shot of seething
Loaded into the revolving chamber
Blow this whore away
Speeding bullet, lucky spray
Head from her neck, it will separate
I will give in just to separate
Suppose it did, suppose
Juxtapose positions and join the neck
Push and berate
Summoning into the eye
Into, into what we expected
A needle sedating me
I can't say I didn't see this coming
I pour currently a shot of seething
Loaded into the revolving chamber
Taken alive
So that you know it'll be alright when you arrive
Taken alive
A needle sedating me
I can't say I didn't see this coming
Blow this whore away
Speeding bullet, lucky spray
Head from her neck, it will separate
I will give in just to separate
Give in just to
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3. |
All's Fair in War
04:02
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To sever, impossible
Shellshock I've seen this before
Blow it out your cranium
Pull the trigger
Or pull down another drink
It'll end in the same result
Blow it out your cranium
Pull the trigger
All's fair in love and war
Who ever said life was easy
No one but me
Take another lesson from this life before you fall
Blown apart in pieces from the pain of it all
If I can't change your mind then no one will
Choosy fucking bitches taking hits and throwing pitches
Trying to convince us we're the fucking problem
To sever, impossible
Shellshock I've seen this before
Blow it out your cranium
Pull the trigger
Or pull down another drink
It'll end in the same result
Blow it out your cranium
Pull the trigger
All's fair in love and war
Who ever said life was easy
Hear the sound of your body breaking
Feel your veins as you overdose
I'm in the ICU holding a picture of you
Wishing this headache would go away
Closing one eye, keeping one open
Nicotine and alcohol rush through my veins
My brain feels good
When you die over and over again
What's the point, never do right
Fuck everything and stick a knife in your eye
Life fucking hurts, pain feels nice
Take it all away before the reaper sets his price
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Skin Unit
03:45
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Crying won't save you from this pain
But maybe dying will
You are just too soft to die
Scars and all you're beautiful
Even if you can't breathe anymore
Blue skin suits your style anyway
Skin so soft
Peel it off
Eyes so wide
Deer in lights
So innocent, so misled
Rape
I will take the stride
To defend what's left of you
Broken from the drugs and the fucking and the death
A sympathetic whore destroying everything that's left
Cursing all her family not blaming for her own
When will you take responsibility for your wrongs
It's all too predictable
Tears of agony
Wipe them away
This means war to everyone except you
Blissfully ignorant to your immediate surroundings
And as you crash and burn
Remember my charred face on the grave
So innocent, so misled
Rape
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5. |
This City
04:24
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Drove downtown to meet you
How I look down to greet your visage
Flushed in emotions, never ending
This disease of life, ever spreading
It's much colder up here
Remember how you could see your breath in the wind
I'm sure you loved that
But I can't be to sure what you love anymore
This city is overflowing
With death, scum, disease
I miss this city with all my heart
Kept me from the nightmares in my head
I see images of death
I see everyone I love dead
It's much colder up here
Remember how you could see your breath in the wind
I'm sure you loved that
And the more people killed, this city within
The more I feel comfortable in my own skin
Those dead and forgotten
To care just as we do, breathe in this cold air
Let it chill your lungs
It feels good to just let go
Don't feel sorry for yourself
If I can't smash your face myself
Let the smoke do it instead
My condition is wasting me away
Grab your shoes, we're going home
I don't know where I don't know how
But wherever we decide to end up now
Let's make sure the air is uneasy
You don't want comfort, you don't want peace
Then leave this city, then leave my home
Fuck you anyway, you were never there
A spirit, ghost of the past, flicker of hope
This city is overflowing
With death, scum, disease
I miss this city with all my heart
Kept me from the nightmares in my head
Drove downtown to meet you
How I look down to greet your visage
Sickly in image, rotting inside
You took my life and my city away from me
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I've made an effort to make it this far
What's stopping me now
A rock and a hard place
Maybe if I read between the lines
I'll discover what I'm looking for
A hopeless romantic hopelessly searching
Searching for someone to put me out of my misery
Found it once, left my view
I am lost, where are you
"Don't do it"
The fucking gunshot reverberates around the room
Left a voicemail of it so she hears it too
I hope she breaks down crying thinking of my death
It's too late, never again will she waste her breath
Misery
Fuck
Give me a break, give a rest give me something
My ship is sinking and all I have is wanting
Misery
Fuck you
What the fuck have I done to you
Everything maybe
"Don't do it"
The fucking gunshot reverberates around the room
Left a voicemail of it so she hears it too
I hope she breaks down crying thinking of my death
It's too late, never again will she waste her breath
Maybe if I read between the lines
I'll discover what I'm looking for
A hopeless romantic hopelessly searching
Searching for someone to put me out of my misery
Budd don't
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7. |
This Ends Now
03:03
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For too long I've been wandering
These barren lands of hope and dreams
You were supposed to drag me out alive
Not mangle me, not play games with my corpse
My heart's already dead but still you claw
I can see your eyes are dead, staring me in my soul
Grey and black is all I see but colour doesn't please me anymore
Stab me with my own knife, fight me for my own life
I won't play your charade anymore
This ends now
I can see your eyes are dead, staring me in my soul
Grey and black is all I see but colour doesn't please me anymore
Stab him with his own knife, fight him for his own life
You were supposed to drag me out alive
Not mangle me, not play games with my corpse
My heart's already dead but still you claw
I won't play your charade anymore
This ends now
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8. |
Blood on Your Hands
05:04
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You're such a fucking disgrace
So many years of tormenting my soul
Oh but you want to see me bleed
You like it when I'm keeling at my deathbed
That face of yours will never be forgotten
I'll re-encounter it when I arrive in hell
This blood is on your hands
Make sure you remember my legacy
This blood is on your hands
My death will follow you for all eternity
I want to see you bleed before I take my own life
Bleed
I'm not allowed to take off, I've got to stay here
My place is one with the pain and all the suffering
Or so I'm led to believe, it's all bullshit
Plenty of fish in a sea of blood and hatred
Sate hate, hate fate
You're such a fucking disgrace
So many years of tormenting my soul
Oh but you want to see me bleed
You like it when I'm keeling at my deathbed
That face of yours will never be forgotten
I'll re-encounter it when I arrive in hell
It's so enticing to ruin everything
Gets so tiring having everything fall in line
I never wanted things to be simple and nice
Just a little understanding, now this blood will spill
This blood is on your hands
Make sure you remember my legacy
This blood is on your hands
My death will follow you for all eternity
I want to see you bleed before I take my own life
Bleed
This blood will be on your hands
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9. |
Guilt of a Suicide
04:13
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I've got a fire here for people like you
Life is your game and I'm not gonna play it
So sorry for elation and madness
But I won't apologise for making you sane
It's all a waste of time, trying to explain this world
All it takes is one fuck up then you're in the dirt
No remorse, 9 months of pure agony
I don't care if you never get back to me
You spit your putrid lies, who am I supposed to trust
The face in the mirror or the voices in my head
Fuck every last dreaming body's last hope
Nothing's worth losing and nothing's worth fighting for
Fuck every last dreaming body's last hope
Open your eyes, you have to see this
Wake up you fucking disgrace
We're so alone, aren't you afraid
Afraid of dying in vain
I'm not gonna sit here and take this
It's my place and I let you give me shit
So long have I waited for one thing
A heart to heart with someone as fucked as me
I've got a fire here for people like you
Life is your game and I'm not gonna play it
You spit your putrid lies, who am I supposed to trust
The face in the mirror or the voices in my head
So sorry for elation and madness
But I won't apologise for making you sane
It's all a waste of time, trying to explain this world
All it takes is one fuck up then you're in the dirt
No remorse, 9 months of pure agony
I don't care if you never get back to me
I will never forgive you
Fuck you and fuck your heart
I will never forgive you
The guilt of a suicide will weigh on your life
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10. |
Martyr
03:18
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I'm prepared to die for you
Where is my god, take me to him
I have some questions that pain me within
Why does it hurt, why can't I feel
Did Jesus die for my right to free will
I don't want money, I don't want fame
All I want is just to die in peace
Too much to ask for and not enough to give
You let me down on my one chance to live
Smite me the fuck down on this very ground
If you don't bring back what once has been found
Too much to ask for and not enough to give
You let me down on my one chance to live
Where is your god, take me to him
I want to maim him and fuck him to death
You let me down, you caused my pain
Fuck every do-gooder praising his name
Where is my god, take me to him
I have some questions that pain me within
Why does it hurt, why can't I feel
Did Jesus die for my right to free will
I don't want money, I don't want fame
All I want is just to die in peace
I can't change this fucking state of mind
You will understand when you're left behind
And over again it revolves
The picture is never complete
Killed for what I believe in
A better life and a better home
Serves us right for hoping
We deserve nothing, you deserve nothing
Smite me the fuck down on this very ground
If you don't bring back what once has been found
Too much to ask for and not enough to give
You let me down on my one chance to live
I can't change this fucking state of mind
You will understand when you're left behind
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